Wednesday, November 30, 2011

I am no stupid mouse



It lies there on the cement floor
Watching me as it did before
But—I am no stupid mouse.
Its black and yellow crystal eyes
Stare me down with firm despise
But—I am no stupid mouse
I scamper cross the crumbling walls
I see the way it slowly crawls
But—I am no stupid mouse
That chunk of cheese belongs to me
And I will wait until it sleeps
For I am no stupid mouse
Alas, its marble eyes are closed
Its negligence is now exposed
But—I am no stupid mouse
I tiptoe there to receive it
I hold it close, I can’t believe it!
But—I am no stupid mouse
I take a bite of the soft cheese
And then a shadow covers me
But—I am no stupid mouse
I take my prize and begin to leap
And then I wake as if from sleep
But—I am no stupid mouse
I realize the darkness, holding my chin
I wish I could go back and do it again
Because I am a stupid mouse.

The Real Birds and Bees



You are going through some changes, dear
It’s something we must address
Today you’re a box of dishes
Tomorrow’s another success

I first opened you Christmas Eve
From last year’s cutthroat game
I didn’t like what I found inside
Nor did I know your name

But now I re-wrap what’s been used
And make you look brand new
Like the saying, something old
Something borrowed, something blue

But do try nad keep your wrapping
For as long as you can
A time will come when you’ll be picked
By a woman or a man

They’ll rip and tear at what’s been fixed
And look at your inside
They may like what I’ve done to the place
Or not, but at least I tried

They’ll take you home and use you there
Then probably pass you on
Just know you’re good with what you have
Even though some see a pawn

I’m sorry it has to be this way
I love you and wish the best
Be safe and rememeber to always re-wrap
P.S. Merry Christmas

Choking


I remember choking on steak for a long duration
I remember the fear I had in that situation
No one around me would help through my complication
So I just held my neck and waited through the suffocation
People arose and stared as if standing in ovation
While I coughed and pleaded through my anxious aggravation
My eyes were wide in shock begging them for hydration
Why did they just watch me as if I were some decoration?
I remained still as I held my breath in cogitation
How could I have asked for help, what a stupid expecation
I couldn’t wait till it was over, that damn hallucination
I finally spit it out and they extolled congratulation
What a relief to breathe, what a glorious sensation
Then we all went back to our previous conversation
This reminds me, five more weeks until graduation. 

Over


These last twenty two years have been a blast
Forced to learn, forget, and study in school
I am almost upset that it won’t last
Oh how I will miss this prison, this pool
Of diversity, it went by so fast
They were right in saying school was cool
I’m kidding, I’m lying, it’s time for fun
I’ve done my time, I’m out, I’m done.

Lake Anna


The smeared orange sky looks down at us
Trying to hold up the setting sun

The scorched smell of charcoal in the gray air tickles
My nose as my stomach noisily rolls over in the bed of my appetite

The foggy water gradually lets go of our bodies as
We tiredly climb out of the dark green depth

The yawning sun blankets our damp backs
Like a warm towel right out of the dryer

The thumping of tiny feet run along creaky wooden boards
As boats gently knock on the bruised back of the boatshed

The distant sizzling of the tired grill makes us run faster up steep hills
As freshly cut grass wraps our feet in green straw


The children’s echoed giggles jump on a soft breeze
As I hear the retreating lake brush the sand

And I just smile to myself knowingly
That this is exactly where I want to be

Long Week


This week does hang on the back of my shirt
Wearing me down till I’m bruised and hurt
Aggressively tugging so I cannot walk
Its cuffs on me are firmly locked

I peer our through each cold, metal bar
Looking out at what seems so far
Freedom!  Even if it’s only three days
Oh to escape, restless mind give me ways!

But look!  It’s Thursday, she’s letting me go
The weekend just pointed me to a window
I hurriedly grab my stuff and pack
For I know that the week will soon be back.

Individuality



I wake to a bragging sun in my eyes
And heated rays upon my face
The distant, chlorine clouds and bright, blue skies
An awakening world that I embrace

I twist the doorknob welcoming keen winds
Amid musical birds and graceful trees
The treaded journey I slowly begin
Being pushed by a sudden, eager breeze

Oh heart, what will I see, where should I go
I have no hand to hold, I’m all alone
Just keep walking allow time to grow
For now, I realize, I’m on my own


There is so much life has to offer me
To live, to love, to learn, to at last…be